never knew a bad day until i met you

take all of your 'i don't really care's and your 'i didn't really need you anyway's and throw them away.

i care. and i need you.

i thought i got over the whole grudges thing - in retrospect i think it just temporarily subsided. because everytime i'm reminded of the way it was i realize how little progress has actually been made.

even if you didn't mean to, you took the most important thing in the world to me.

ocasionally i'll take a few minutes and go back and read your letters. not just your letters to me. something about your writing just keeps my head from spinning. i know its been a little while but i never gave up the way you did.

dear world, this isn't really supposed to make sense to anyone but the inside of my head. sorry for being so cryptic. swooning will resume temporarily.

i am the biggest fan of my friends-

they are the coolest people i know.

hold on to the good ones

"you always tell me how i don't get it because i wasn't there. and i know that. but i want to get it, at least i want to try to. but i can't try if you don't let me in. i'm here to listen."

i guess you could say that sometimes you surprise me...

x

press play

this is the soundtrack to us falling in love:

everything we had - the academy
four long days - voxtrot
center stage - the skyriter
don't wake me up - the hush sound
get ready - jonezetta
it had to be you - motion city
eli, the barrow boy - the decemberists
golden skans - klaxons
breathing deep - 504 plan
man and wife, the latter - desaparecidos
hey mama - kanye west
you should know - midtown
dublin waltz - monty are i

the best.

because sometimes you have to be alone and laugh at yourself and fall asleep in shirts that smell good and run around and read good books and call people just to hear their voice and know that they're okay.




dear world, i'm ready to fall in love with you again

i'm sorry won't cut it for the rest of your life

valencia at irving last night was so good - huge nyc show for them and of course i love when they play tkf but people were definitely stoked on it.

and oh yeah - i kinda love boys like girls

okay.. phew.. just had to get that off my chest.
but really, i mean... just wwoook at that face:



yummy.

i never knew cheating on new york could feel so good

things about san francisco that i haven't even begun to wrap my head around:
- the people here are nice and actually care about helping you... wtf??!?!!?!
- when you want to cross the street, cars stop for you... again... wtf?!?!?!?!!
- the hipsters here actually smile, and when you walk down the street you don't feel like you're part of an AA fashion show
- the deli's double as liquor stores.. um, holy whoa
- instead of sparks here they have this thing called 'joose'

if new york didn't make my heart beat i think i'd switch coasts all together

"One cannot be forever innovating. I want to create classics."