never knew a bad day until i met you

take all of your 'i don't really care's and your 'i didn't really need you anyway's and throw them away.

i care. and i need you.

i thought i got over the whole grudges thing - in retrospect i think it just temporarily subsided. because everytime i'm reminded of the way it was i realize how little progress has actually been made.

even if you didn't mean to, you took the most important thing in the world to me.

ocasionally i'll take a few minutes and go back and read your letters. not just your letters to me. something about your writing just keeps my head from spinning. i know its been a little while but i never gave up the way you did.

dear world, this isn't really supposed to make sense to anyone but the inside of my head. sorry for being so cryptic. swooning will resume temporarily.