if thats the way it is, then thats the way it is...

you never got it because i never wanted you to get it. i don't know how else to put it. i realized that everytime i think about going 3,000 miles away the only place that i really want to go is back to my head circa two years ago. something about that felt okay and constant. i used to think loneliness was misery - then i started missing sitting down with strangers and putting everything i had into some stupid band. at least i was passionate.

in that letter, i promised i'd never forget you. i want you to know that i never did, never could.

sleep tight.